I have not updated this in a long few years, which makes me want to completely switch gears here. So in addition to a new identity and focus in life, I have decided to end this quest for people's approval on this site. It really doesn't matter, and I don't think it's worth it. I have seen many people come and go because of the corruption on this site, and I think it's too bad. So farewell to all.

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DISCLAIMER: All of my work is copywrited, so don't RIP it. I don't care why you want to, just don't even think about it.


Mood: Oh Hot!
Listening to: Death By Stereo -Beyond the Blinders
Watching: Monster

Current [n] Duel: [link]

Special Groups I'm In:


Artists With Me In Darkness:


Peeping Toms:


Top Ten Albums:
Offspring -Splinter
Anti-Flag -The Terror Sate
Pennywise -From The Ashes
AFI -Sing The Sorrow
Tiger Army II: Power Of Moonlight
Danzig -4
NOFX -The War On Errorism
Rancid -Indestructible
Neurosis -A Sun That Never Sets
Flashlight Brown -My Degeneration

Top Ten Songs:
Anti-Flag -Death Of A Nation
Pennywise -Rise Up
AFI -Synesthesia (Demo)
Tiger Army -Jungle Cat
Death By Stereo -Unstoppable
Story Of The Year -And the Hero Will Drown
Offspring -Da Hui
NOFX -Mattersville
TSOL -Serious
Neurosis -Stones From The Sky

The Dread Pages Vol. I: Insomnia Manoth
All of the lights, shine in my eyes. You stare at me as if I had dies, as I'm forced with the light of the world, you shouw no remorse. Blinded by the beauty of your smile, I show affection.
I put my head to the floor and hoped the light would go out. Sounds of lightning and destruction fill my head. Rest is a concept I will never forget, fulfill my desires and I will set your fire free.
Everyone takes me as a dreaded fool and not for a man. I can smell the smoke coming through my horrible soul. Eyes itch too much, I am left to bear. The calm is my soothing desire I never will reach. The sound of light is triumphant, I am small. I crawl out into the empty street. The door slams making it silent around me. The street light posts drain my hope as I walk where they least affect me. The people who I know in this life, hate me and everything my soul can offer. The night is my mask, close my hatred and sorrow. This horrid dream will give me the strength; only I cannot keep it. The soft viral light holds my dreams down. The keepers put me down when I reveal my weakness; they will never understand. So please leave me in my darkness, I cannot see how this life will last, I hate it when I am studied under my past.

8/27 I think I have finnaly found out my style, that works. I have made a few friends in the process too! So I have decided to make a list of deviants that are very supportive of me; and yes this is an unexpected little forward to my journals. So, enjoy

Devious Friends:


Albums of the End of Summer:
NOFX -45 or 46 songs that weren't good enough to go on our other records
Eve 6 -It's All In Your Head
Powerman 5000 -Anyone For Doomsday? & Transform
Tiger Army II: Power Of Moonlite
AFI -Shut Your Mouth And Open Your Eyes
Offspring -All Records

Winamp Playlist Count:
Punk Shop - 172 Songs by 172 different bands.

I'm currently reading a book by Jose Saramago called Blindness. It's almost as dark as Anne Rice.

I'm in these art groups:
and my local "Portland" Art Group.

8/20 This will be my last status report on what's going on in my life. There will be a journal entry every once and a while with the same stuff down below here.
I am currently reading a great book called "Blindness." It is very interesting and inspiring to read. I recommend it to anyone who reads dark stuff like Mr. King's works, or maybe Anne Rice? Anyways, hope everyone enjoys the artwork of the future!

Upcoming Work:
Dark Artist's Romance
On My Day
Ruined Visions
Opening for someone in need of a Deviant ID
Dancing Through Sunday (ST: AFI Community) DONE!

Music Album List:
Neurosis -A Sun That Never Sets
Eve6 -It's All In Your Head
Tiger Army II: Power Of Moonlight
Flashlight Brown -My Degeneration
NOFX -The War On Errorism
Manic Hispanic -Mijo Goes To Jr. College
AFI -Sing The Sorrow +Clandestine DVD
Offspring -Ignition
Anti-Flag -A New Kind Of Army

Music Song List: (Off the Punk Shop playlist on my computer)
Decendents -Everything Sux
Neurosis -Stones From The Sky
Guttermouth -Contribution
NOFX -Mattersville
Tiger Army -Incorporeal
Rancid -As Wicked
Story Of The Year -And The Hero Will Drown

Member of:
and The New Portland Oregon Group http ortland.deviantart.com/

Great Deviants of my World:


The Big Avatar!

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